I bid you farewell ^^

[xxx]

For I have gained nothing from this site.

Something always happens to me on sites like this that convince me to hack it.

Well, I shan't, so you needn't worry, but I also shan't continue here. You can thank Xemnas and the procrastination of the staff for that... {mainly the latter}

Besides, there is no major plot. The staff are lazy assholes xD

Hope everyone has a good life ^^

Bye everyone, and bless ^^ And I hope this site gets better.

[zerozx]

It really is truly sad that one of the most active members is going to leave.. we didn't know each other long, we only RPed together once, and didn't even spam a lot, and even though we've only known each other for a short time, it's still sad to see you leave..

I hope you have a great life yourself.

[xxx]

Thanks, Ancient, and everyone else who replies.

Obviously, I didn't say goodbye properly.

I guess what I need to do is to give you the other reasons for why I left...and it's likewise for why I left when I was a mod on KHRPF [rather].

Well, my mother is very wise, and she doesn't want me talking to strangers on the internet. How arrogant and self-centered would I be to disobey her, after all she's given me since the tedious hours of my birth??

Secondly, the plot....aaah the plot. It just seemed like a waste of time that nothing exciting was happening, combined with my mother's orders. Then Xemnas, too; that was a big blow, but I could nevertheless handle it...I think. Having your values bashed isn't very good...but... If you see this, Xemnas, I wanna let you know that I'm sorry for any inconveniences I've caused to your reputation, if any.

And it's the mere fact that I'm totally not who I really am on this site that bugs me to death. I even used a fake picture to make all of you 'like' me...that pretty girl in the pictures? She's not me. She's someone in my school who recently left... Being someone I'm not was one of the main reasons I chose to join this site, and I completely regret it. Yes, it was exceedingly heartless to put up pics of an innocent girl on the internet, and I totally regret it now, but on the inside I'm not really heartless >.> [that's probably hard to believe, but trust me, having so many people like you on the internet isn't easy to deal with, especially when you want more love >.>]

Please don't think of me as evil and cold and sinister now. My conscience speaks out to me everyday; in fact, it kills me sometimes >.< '07 and '08 have been REALLY, REALLY hectic and stressful for me [and the stress goes as far as being molested, seriously] because of all of the things that I've regretted. Guilt is NOT an easy thing to deal with...I never thought twice when I made actions, because my brain was filled with something called puberty...when you have the body of an adult and the brain of a two-year old >.< It's gone as far as taking an AIDS/HIV test. Freaky, huh?

So starting from now, I'm going to refrain from all the evil things I've done, and the things I know I'm gonna regret. It's time to take things slowly, before I do something too quickly and end up being unable to fix it.

So bye, guys...hope your conscience is as big as mine xD

[donald2]

Well... Its your decision to leave, and I'm fed up with trying to convince you that you need to stay. For the record, nobody really cares what you look like. But that was mean of you to put up pictures of that girl. This is the internet, and for that matter, this is a role-playing site.

We aren't here to look at each other and chat about how thye look, we are here to write. And... Really, what could we do to you on the Internet? xD

Well, we will see ya later... Or not. Goodbye.

[windy]

Maybe it's just me being overly empathetic, but I can sort of understand your decision. It sounds like you have a lot going on, and maybe you aren't really in a place where this is good for you.

Either way, I hope you keep writing, and I'm not going to snipe at you as you leave. Even if it would make me feel a little better. ^^;

[starkeeper]

nuuuu she's gone!

Bye Sleepy/Marlly-chan, but make sure to come and drop by to say "hi" 'n' stuff okay?

[Renewed Gemini]

wow...this sucks.

All I have to say now is I think I know who's going after you....

Thanks for saying goodbye...I guess?

[Shinn]

Jun 28, 2008 10:04:20 GMT -5 @xxx said:

Then Xemnas, too; that was a big blow, but I could nevertheless handle it...I think. Having your values bashed isn't very good...but... If you see this, Xemnas, I wanna let you know that I'm sorry for any inconveniences I've caused to your reputation, if any.

Meh don't worry about it the way I see it now you probably just made the people who already didn't like me just not like me a bit more so no harm no fowl I suppose. And even if now there are some people on here who probably think I'm a dick because of this I say to hell with them maybe they should try seeing this from my perspective instead of just looking from one side of the coin but oh well. The main person I just didn't want to think badly of me was honestly you Sleepy. I never wanted you to think of me as the type of person you claimed I was but no matter what I did, I guess in the end I was never going to convince you which is kind of sad really when I think about it, we would have gotten along you and I.

You have a nice life out there in the real world Sleepy.

[stray]

Aww... My Sleepy... ;-;

Well, it was fun. I'm sad to see ya go, and will miss ya. Despite everything, I don't hold any hard feelings towards ya. In fact, it must have been really hard for you. I can see why you left, and I don't blame you for doing so.

Gonna miss you though, but I wish you well and support your decision. Just sorry for not being around when this happened.

[Admin]

Well, that was unexpected.

But yeah, have fun. Feel free to drop by.

[Akito]

I will miss you, more than you suspect. Despite it all, I found you a rather fun person. Your loss will be mourned, deceptions or not.

~Akito