Post by Kaijosa on Jan 30, 2010 11:37:35 GMT -5
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~Basic info~
Behind every being, there is a spirit that guides them to their next destination, and helps mold their path in life. [/center][/i]
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Username ~ : Kaijosa.
Other characters ~ : None.
Is this character canon? ~ : Nah!
Link to audition thread ~ : Again, none.
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~Character Info~
Waking up in the morning, his thoughts are clouded. He takes a moment to clear his mind, and as he does, he slowly begins to recall the important things in his heart.[/center][/b][/i]
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Name ~ : Joshua Alexandros.
Age ~ : Fifteen.
Birthplace ~ : Obsidian Island.
Gender ~ : Male.
Race ~ : Human.
Special Class ~ : Josh isn't of special class status.
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~Appearance~
As he rushes toward the door to leave, he pauses in front of the small mirror momentarily to fix his bangs. Satisfied, he flashes himself a smile before exiting the house.
[/b][/i]As he rushes toward the door to leave, he pauses in front of the small mirror momentarily to fix his bangs. Satisfied, he flashes himself a smile before exiting the house.
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Physical appearance ~ : Joshua stands at roughly 5'7", making him rather tall for a boy of only fifteen years of age. In fact, he appears to be much older than he actually is, he has been mistaken for a seventeen-year-old in the past.
His hair is of short length, reaching just up to the middle of his neck. It is a dark brown colour, though bits of lighter brown streaks can be seen here and there. When asked, Josh explains that it was thanks to a potion accident during one of his classes.
His facial features are defined, and have lost most of their childish demeanor. Though, his skin still appears soft and smooth, making him look like a 'pretty boy'. Joshua, unfortunately, does not enjoy this. He wants to be taken seriously, and he feels that won't happen if people keep thinking of him as nothing but a pretty, young boy!
He's fit for a boy so young, but he is by no means an overly muscular individual. Not at all; Joshua still appears lean and lanky, but don't let this fool you. He is actually quite strong, and nimble, though his reaction time could use some improvement.
Clothing/Accessories ~ : One will usually find Joshua wearing four main articles of clothing; a vest, a t-shirt, shorts and runners.
The vest is custom made to protect against heavy winds, or sudden changes in temperature. Granted, it is not element-proof and can be destroyed by strong magic or elemental temperatures. It is black in color, with light green trim around the neck, ends and shoulders.
Joshua's t-shirt is rather average; a dusty tan in colour, it seems rather worn and old. He has had it for a few months now, and he enjoys wearing this article of clothing the most. A design is painted across the back, in a mahogany brown colour. The design is of a lion's head.
His shorts are baggy looking, seemingly of a bigger size than Joshua needs. He doesn't mind though, in fact he likes the style. The colour of the shorts is a deep blue, and they have zippers along them, though they are mostly for design purposes and are not actual pockets.
Basic white coloured runners are what Josh wears. They're not very good with traction, meaning that he can lose his balance easily, but they do seem to weather rough terrains. Don't expect to see him climbing mountains or buildings anytime while wearing these shoes.
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~Personality~
As he wanders the streets, he notices many different faces, scents and sounds. The variety of things absorb into his soul, causing him to reflect on how he feels about them.
[/i]As he wanders the streets, he notices many different faces, scents and sounds. The variety of things absorb into his soul, causing him to reflect on how he feels about them.
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Alignment ~ : Neutral Good
Behavior ~ : Joshua is flawed.
He has made mistakes. Ones he wishes that he could turn back time for, in order to correct. However, he has come to learn that wallowing in self-pity over your faults won't fix anything. It also won't help others.
When he was a child, Josh was a very shy, and reserved boy. He often allowed himself to get pushed around, and picked on, without bothering to even lift a finger to defend himself.
His mother, in her selfish, blind, proud manner, chose to ignore her son's obvious dilemmas and instead focused solely on raising him to get a good education. Therefore, at a young age, Josh became rather book-smart.
However, he was socially awkward. He often stammered when he talked, and barely spoke above a whisper. Freezing up during casual conversation, becoming overly clingy and possessive of friends, and acquaintances, was a common thing.
It wasn't until he met his friend, Brendon Matthews, that Josh learned to open up a bit. He trusted Bren; around him, he didn't need to worry about being accepted or whether he may say or do the wrong thing.
Slowly, very slowly, Josh began to open up to the rest of the world. He started to talk more often, and spoke up when he wanted to share an opinion.
But, not everything about his personality changed in a positive light. He became cocky, perhaps a bit pigheaded. Finally being able to become so self-reliant and confident caused Josh to want more. More than he could handle, unfortunately.
It was because of this selfishness, this pride, that he ended up losing Bren as a friend. In fact, it was this sole factor that caused Brendon to hate him. Mortified with what he had done, Josh retreated into himself for some time, until he was able to realize something.
It was his fault. But feeling sorry wouldn't do any good. Bren didn't care, either that or he was stronger, because he was moving on with his life. As odd as it sounded, Josh looked up to that strength. Yearned to have it.
Feeling a bit more bold now, Josh began to express himself often. He gained enough confidence and determination to join a local training facility, and soon turned from a once shy, fragile young boy into a rather outspoken, and strong, teenager.
He began to understand, however, that if there was one thing he could not control, it was his anger. Josh did not lash out, or throw a fit, whenever he got angry. Most of the time, he had shoved it all down and not said a word, only the occasional defensive tone or retort, but nothing more.
One day, this method failed Josh. Someone said something, that shouldn't have been said, and he snapped. A mental breakdown, some may say. He didn't hurt anyone, thankfully, but Josh came very close to ending his own life.
After this incident, Josh was moved from Obsidian Island and relocated. A change of environment did help, but only a bit.
Today, Josh is slightly reserved. He will still talk to people, but he knows not to openly trust others as quickly as he once did. His confidence is still present, however he won't be cocky or boast about his successes, as he feels his shortcomings overpower them marginally.
Anger is something that he still deals with on a day to day basis. The breakdown is always fresh in his mind, and he does his best to think things through before saying or doing anything. He also has a habit of counting backwards, or focusing on certain objects, to help calm himself if he does start to feel bitter or enraged.
While he likes to think of himself as honest and just, Josh also knows - deep down - that he can be quite selfish, and he does have a tendency to lie if a situation calls for it. However, he tries to make up for it by not depending too heavily on others, or making promises he knows he can't keep.
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~Weapons~
He is ambushed by an enemy, without warning or pause. Adrenaline pumping through him, he brandishes his weapon and hopes he'll make it out of this alive.
[/i][/b]He is ambushed by an enemy, without warning or pause. Adrenaline pumping through him, he brandishes his weapon and hopes he'll make it out of this alive.
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Primary Weapon
ID: Wooden Sword
Quality: Average
A wooden sword was given to Joshua, as a gift for his fifteenth birthday. Thus, it is fairly new, and has rarely been used. The force of the weapon is rather weak, since Josh has not been able to increase his strength.
In the hands of another, however, this can be quite the capable weapon. The length of the wooden sword is around 72.7 centimeters.
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~Abilities~
He realizes, belatedly, that he feels a little...strange. Suddenly, a dormant ability is activated within, and he stares in awe at his newfound powers.
[/i][/b]He realizes, belatedly, that he feels a little...strange. Suddenly, a dormant ability is activated within, and he stares in awe at his newfound powers.
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AP left: 8
Dream Brother
The essence of his best friend, Brendon, still seems to be with Joshua, even if they are far apart; worlds away. Josh, of course, is unaware of this, but that bond gives him strength.
It allows him to stay focused, and his determination burns strong. However, if faced with a dire situation, and put under tremendous amounts of stress, this ability and effect will vanish.
Only when Josh is able to regain his composure will this ability reinstate itself.
Strength: Weak
Uses: Passive
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~History~
Having completed all his tasks for the day, he sets out for home. On his way, he begins to slowly realize the actual impact his actions have on the rest of the cosmos.
[/b][/i]Having completed all his tasks for the day, he sets out for home. On his way, he begins to slowly realize the actual impact his actions have on the rest of the cosmos.
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||Age 3|| Josh's mother and father divorce. His mother gains custody.
||Age 6|| Josh's mother begins her romantic relationship with his older brother.
||Age 8|| Josh's mother and older brother end their relationship; Josh's older brother leaves.
||Age 10|| Josh notices his mother's strange behavior; she has, unbeknown to him, started to abuse alcoholic substances.
||Age 12|| Josh meets Bren.
||Age 13|| Josh begins to get abused by his mother.
||Age 14|| Josh and Bren stop being friends.
||Age 14 1/2|| Josh has a mental breakdown; he is moved from Obsidian Island for his own benefit, as well as to protect him from his mother.
||Age 15|| Josh receives a package from his father; it is a wooden sword. He begins to learn how to fight, from a local teacher.
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~Class~
Before he sets out for school, a flash of light engulfs him. Stunned for a second, he gets his barrings straight and notices that he is now facing three vastly different weapons.
~ A sword of terrible destruction - The power of the warrior: Invincible courage.
~ A shield to repel all - The power of the guardian: Kindness to aid friends.
~ A staff of wonder and ruin - The power of the mystic: Inner strength.
He knows that one of them must be chosen. What power will he seek?
[/b]Before he sets out for school, a flash of light engulfs him. Stunned for a second, he gets his barrings straight and notices that he is now facing three vastly different weapons.
~ A sword of terrible destruction - The power of the warrior: Invincible courage.
~ A shield to repel all - The power of the guardian: Kindness to aid friends.
~ A staff of wonder and ruin - The power of the mystic: Inner strength.
He knows that one of them must be chosen. What power will he seek?
Josh stands there, rooted to the spot, for a good five or ten minutes. He feels his heart constricted in his chest, and he stares, baffled, at the objects before him.
Hesitantly, he begins to reach out for theshield, but pauses with his arm in mid-air. He realizes, harshly, that he does not deserve the privilege to protect friends, not yet.
Hoping, and wishing, to finally gain the self respect and honor to defend those around him, Josh grips the handle of the sword and retrieves it. As it glows, he silently wonders if the path of courage was the wisest choice...
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~Other~
Sexuality ~ : Pansexual.
Goal ~ : Exploring other worlds, forgiving himself.
Fears ~ : Having another breakdown, terrified of bees and his mother.
I did post in shades of grey if anyone even remembers that lmao